Sunday, June 22, 2014

Wake Up Call

Have you ever had the moments where ...


  • you know that you're on right path in life
  • things are going in your way as you though you could handle them pretty well
  • the person you have a crush on may reciprocate the feelings
  • people have good impression of you
  • your number 1 priority also prioritize you
  • you have someone to rely on, have 1 to 1 talk about anything under the sun
  • everything around seems worth trying


... and now its gone.



Lol I'm not going to complain about how badly I lead my life but to remind myself that I not as great as I think I am and should just shut up.  

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Page 365 of 365

We’re now down to the last day of Year 2013. I couldn’t agree more than anyone that this year time seems to pass so quickly. The clock just ticks much faster when school commenced in April. Studies, projects, friends, cca are the catalysts that speed up the time.
For now, I can say that I have no regrets stepping into Ngee Ann Polytechnic. It opens me to another world and teaches me a lot more things. New bonds are created. It grows stronger as time passes. Some eventually weaken and disband, while the others are still growing to be tougher. For me, I know that it’s impossible for me to have the best of all the worlds at the same time. (although I wished I could) Right now, I’m contended with the current groups of friends I have and I really really really hope that the bonds forged will remain this way, or even better.

Let me recap some of the major events of 2013.

Release of Olevel results
The day where students finally see their efforts that they put in for the major examination.  Contended with my results, however with a tingle of sadness upon seeing my English grade.  I guess if I would score a B, my choice for tertiary education would be in a Junior College rather than Polytechnic. But as I mentioned earlier, I have no regrets being in this school now J.
During the scholarship interview, I was told to retake my Olevel English language but I decide not to waste my money and time for it and instead do well for my studies in Ngee Ann.  Now I secretly hope that I would be entitled another chance for the interview and attain the scholarship, so as to elevate financial burden on my parents.

NPSU FOC 13/14
I was told that it’s a must to get into this camp because it will be a blast and I will not regret it at all. True enough, I really enjoyed the camp and it’s really different from other camps I attended. Maybe like what they say, Ngee Ann Polytechnic has the best camp 5ever! My heart sank after knowing that the first round of call up for the campers are done but I have yet to be selected. I even went to the FB page to enquiry further whether are they going to call another batch of campers the next day. And lucky for me, I received a call and there’s a mini party going on in my head that moment.  Being in Heredus, Hermod, Yggdrasil, is something that I will never forget. They’re the first family that I have when I step in Ngee Ann.  Heredus has 2 handsome GL and 1 pretty GL that show unconditional love and care for us. This sparks the campers’ interest to be the GL for next year batch FOC. But as time goes by, more new groups of friends are made. Studies, projects and ccas start to take our time away. Some of us tried so hard to make time for the group outing and dinner while some couldn’t. And yes I’m guilty of not able to make time for them at the later part of the year. I’m sorry. But I wish those who are still activity involve in SU’s event to work towards your goal, be it in SU, GL or even crew! Have fun.

Muggers
It started when few of us are searching for tweets relating to “Ngee Ann Polytechnic Biomedical Science N59” and we manage to exchange contacts and have our first ever meeting at a Korean BBQ located in Novena. Accompanied by the whatsapp group chat, we begin talk about anything under the moon. We were sad that we couldn’t be in the same class together, but somehow fate just brought us together by having most of us in the same semester. Together with the group of friends you guys made during the Orientation, we started to form a clique and eventually name ourselves ‘Muggers’ since our aim is to mug hard study hard and also play hard. Honestly, this clique has brought out my wild side and I can just show it to them without being judge. (or probably they are used to me) I really cannot imagine how my school life would be if I had not being active on twitter and being so spontaneous to meet them. Every one of us is unique in our own ways and that’s the part that I like about each individual. However knowing that in Year2 we are going to spilt due to 3 different specialization just sadden me. How am I supposed to make new friends and build the bond in my new class? Sigh. I hope that those who are selected for OIP to Shanghai will cherish each other and spend the(possible) last 5 weeks together in China as a clique before school resume and Year2 Sem1 starts.

LSCT Society
I join this CCA because of LSCT FOC 13/14 that was held earlier this April. I was assigned to Team 8, which then appeared to be called KidFlash. And I realise my GL is Kenny, my secondary school senior, and Kimberly. It’s because of the bond I made in there and I decide to join this together with my campmates. It was kind of lonely to be in there for the first few meetings as I don’t have friends in my cliques that signed up for it and the rest of my camp mates have their classmates with them. So it was kind of lonely being in there at first. One thing I couldn’t believe is that LSCT Society is mainly about doing Physical Training, which I had enough of it since I’m in Scouts back in Secondary School days. But I guess with such background, I’m able to withstand the toughness of the PT since I had it before. Society training other than doing PT, they also prepare us for next year FOC. Thus we were taught how to conduct games, precaution to take and eventually to plan a game for one another to play. It wasn’t easy and I came to realise that doing proposal requires quality work in order for the activity to be carried out. During the holiday break after the examinations, we were preparing for Student & Staff Showcase. So on top of regular society trainings, we also have to plan a dance performance and skit on another day. Everything was going smooth until there’s a clash between Hi!Club and LSCT Society training dates. There is a need for me to choose either one of them. And I chose to give up LSCT Society in the end. I will definitely miss the bond that I forged in that CCA and the bonded time we have while doing PT together. And also since OIP clashes with LSCT FOC, I also see no point in staying there since I would not be participating in LSCT FOC 14/15.  

HI!Club
I couldn’t be more than happy to be in this CCA. My passion for signing just grew stronger and stronger when I attend the events. It started of with HI!Orientation where I have Lamyu and Timothy as my GL for group OWL. We were taught alphabets signings and along the way, we get our sign names and learn some words like handsome and pretty to praise ourselves. Near the end of the orientation, that is where I’m first introduce to song signing and the passion ignites instantly to learn how to translate song lyrics to signings. I was assigned to Class 1Book, where I have Winnie and Ashley as my Basic A instructors! They are the ones that started teaching us the most basic signing to be use in a simple conversation.  The class performed ‘Lego House’ By Ed Sheeran, which is the first song that I learn to sign. After that, I signed up for the Camouflage Instructor’s Camp which is held in October.  Matthew and Ken Hui was my GL for group KING COBRA. As I only book in during the second day, I was afraid that I wasn’t able to mix well with the rest. But instead, I came to realise that my group is the most enthuastic group for the camp and the people in there are so friendly! That camp also made me realise that in HI!Club camps, we don’t really get to sleep at night. Our night will be busy learning song signing and rehearsing the formation for the final day of camp performance. Few days after the camp, I received a phone call inviting me to be part of HI!Club Opening Ceremony Committee as a PA + Song IC crew.  Being my first time helping out to organize an event, I was happy to receive the news. And thus 4-5 consecutive Saturdays are burnt to meet in school for OC Meeting. On a particular night, I receive a text message and it congratulated me being selected as an instructor for Basic A. I was overwhelmed upon receiving the news! On top of normal Saturday meetings, there’re meetings after school for instructors to rehearse their song signing as well. I had to admit it wasn’t easy at all to juggle between studies, cca and sleep at that time. I could feel the heat in my body that just keep heating up. But I know I couldn’t afford to fall ill so I persevere till the very end.  On the day of HI!Club Opening Ceremony, almost everything went smooth and the efforts preparing all these had definitely paid off. And then it’s time for instructing my Class 1Awww and at the same time going for Basic B lessons in Class 2Fastandfurious. It’s really tiring at the starting of the week as my Monday starts at 8, ends at 5. But have cca till 10+,which I reached home latest by 12. And the thing is my Tuesday starts at 9. So I learned to push myself further and learn to sleep early on Sunday. (which still kind of fail) HI!Club Main Committee 14/15 is open and I decide to give it a shot for the interview. During the term break in December, I attended a Leadership Camp, named Jigsaw Camp and was place under Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious (Super in short) This camp was organised by the Senior Committee and I definitely learned a lot more about how to be a leader. Also, I really love these camp activities! The Hunger Games: we are free to run around blk 51, FMS Level 1-3, and to complete a mission that we have while preventing our nametag from being ripped by anyone. Mass Outdoor Cooking for Dinner: everyone aligned themselves along the drain and started cooking for one another, feeding one another, and helping one another. We were given maggie mee and hotdogs but they taste way much better as compared to cooking them at home. This just gives me the warm family feeling. On 21 December Saturday, we went down to town to support NP HI!Club Alumni and intermediate that are doing Christmas Caroling on the streets of Orchard. The aim of this event is to spread the season of love and giving, and at the same time to raise awareness of the deaf culture in Singapore. It’s an interesting experience and I can’t wait for next year to participate in such activities! Few days after, a text was sent to my phone and I was asked to be in HI!Club Closing Ceremony Committee as Emcee. Never ever though that I could hold a mike and talk on stage and poor audience have to listen to my awful voice and I have to listen to mine amplified voice. Nevertheless, I’m excited for the script to be completed within the upcoming 5 consecutive Saturdays in school.   



Of course I have also faced quite a number of downs in the year 2013. But I have learnt my lesson the hard way and will not make the same mistakes again. I don't have any regrets in meeting anyone of you because each individual can teach me a valuable lesson. I'm sorry if we couldn't be friends anymore.


Meeting the Muggers tomorrow and heading down to Marina Barrage to countdown with them to 2014! 
Can’t wait to see what Year 2014 has installed for me!


*ps it took me an hour to type out this blog post